Tuesday, May 22, 2007
/ 7:29 PM
Well, I'm not really feeling good. Cause I just found out that - lied to me like some time ago. But neverminds! Sometimes I should just close one eye, pretend that things never happen, to look on the bright side. So actually I'm rather thankful to God cause He gifted me with forgetfulness. (: It's truely a gift I must say, cause it allows me to forgive easily.
I suck as a Christian I must say. I dread going church, I don't read the Bible and I live life without thinking who's up there unconsiously. I do believe in Him, I know He exists, but sometimes all those overly rated Christian freaks just scares me out. It's kind of ironic in the sense when..-... Ya. Haha! My blog's censored! (: But anyway I'm trying to find a new church, to have a change of environment and I swear I'm never going to become one of those Christian freaks. My parents are a good example of non Christian freaks who loves God as much as any Christian freak out there. (:
It feels wrong blogging this. Haha, but this is how I feel. (:
School was okay today. Ms Yu wasn't here so we got like a free period during Chemistry tutorial, and GP relieve teacher released us early cause WE BEING GOOD STUDENTS finished our essay. Haha! I didn't run 2.4 today, and maybe I'll just settle for a B. (: 29 points should be good enough? For the lazy me. And Mr Ong is sooo funny today. Sighs, if only he isn't attached. HAH! And my Project Work survey failed the teacher's expectations. ): Have to redo!
Its just a few days to holidays. I'm looking forward.
BYE PEEPS!
I suck as a Christian I must say. I dread going church, I don't read the Bible and I live life without thinking who's up there unconsiously. I do believe in Him, I know He exists, but sometimes all those overly rated Christian freaks just scares me out. It's kind of ironic in the sense when..-... Ya. Haha! My blog's censored! (: But anyway I'm trying to find a new church, to have a change of environment and I swear I'm never going to become one of those Christian freaks. My parents are a good example of non Christian freaks who loves God as much as any Christian freak out there. (:
It feels wrong blogging this. Haha, but this is how I feel. (:
School was okay today. Ms Yu wasn't here so we got like a free period during Chemistry tutorial, and GP relieve teacher released us early cause WE BEING GOOD STUDENTS finished our essay. Haha! I didn't run 2.4 today, and maybe I'll just settle for a B. (: 29 points should be good enough? For the lazy me. And Mr Ong is sooo funny today. Sighs, if only he isn't attached. HAH! And my Project Work survey failed the teacher's expectations. ): Have to redo!
Its just a few days to holidays. I'm looking forward.
BYE PEEPS!
